From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 31 Jul 2009 09:20:03 +0100
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I thought the only way to escape my suffering life is to in a relationship with Jeff in China, and things will be changed soon.
So I made up my mind to leave you, and I took a train to meet with him. I tolerated similar experieces on the long distance trip, but he disappeared as a result.
I almost didnt sleep last night, and tonight i am going back to Nanjing without a seat reserved.
Everyone asks me to leave both of you as you never want me. What a tradegy of my life........
How to do?
Whom I can rely on, or just never think about getting help from you.
I am disappointed by everything i saw in BJ, a city not modern enough.. Could you help me to go back? I wish I am not a tornado, but a human being ever since.
My home isn’t in the UK. I wanna go home.
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