My Psycho Stalker

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 30 Nov 2008 04:01:48 +0000

M
 
I have overcomed the major hardship, what about you?
 
I am waiting for you.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 23 Nov 2008 08:07:27 +0000

M
 
I am a girl, and a beauty with a lot of past.
 
I know maybe it’s not you. But could you take me back?

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 22 Nov 2008 15:57:31 +0000

M
 
Sometimes i am worried if you can receive my emails through [work]. So I am happy that right now we are touched on weekend.
 
Get me back please.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 22 Nov 2008 15:54:47 +0000

I asked three friends, and one stranger to help me with a job.  The dust is from JS, th boss of that bigger inn I stayed on the first night.
 
Could you imagine who I am at work?
 
I don’t like my mom’s behavior and attempt. She should support me to chase my dreams.  
 
Beauty is a terrible power. We are killing each other.
 
You are waiting for me to say I want to go back. And I mean it.

From: xxxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 16 Nov 2008 14:02:40 +0000

I not only let people know that I am back in China, but met several strange people in Shanghai tho it is really a fantastic place if you are rich….really…
 
some1 wait-and-see
some1 is neighbor girl’s best friend
some1……:(
 
When we have something we don’t know how to cherish. I know I have something, but I can never get it and I have been trying for a year, so you can imagine my gloomy side.
 
I want to give my teacher a lesson, all right?
 
If we want to be together, there is no lion on the way.
 
I read a story a girl with cancer born in 1980 survived and succeeded. =)

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 16 Nov 2008 09:47:36 +0000

M
 
The sex of us are already together millions of times.
I know you are my best man.
 
 
 
water lily+inspiration=Miss X.  I really don’t like my teethridge, and I am worried if my kid can’t mix the best part of us. But I know they are fine.
About the shadow on my mind, I will see a doctor again.
 
Government is needed to manage/opmitize all the social resources, and -so this biggest machine certainly generates cancer….  Finance-regulation
No matter how, it is not easy to be No.1.
You are cute, so is Sarah. Are you interested in politics? I suggest you study a law degree??
 
trust your wife-when you are in danger or we are bounded in a law case, you should know I am by your side forever.
 
- ‘ ‘ ” ” ; they are used in Chinese, as well, I am not familar with them in English.
 
I need make a new start again, to make you mine. 
 
I thought you and me are attached-no, in fact I went through you. So what is the problem?
 
My undergraduate not only ruined my whole life, but is still affecting my current life.
 
From today, I can’t call you but look for jobs, isn’t it stupid?
 
Ah ding, don’t hate me, and relax.
 
You, a British is wanted by little Miss X, hao ma?

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 16 Nov 2008 03:26:14 +0000

But I want you to take me back.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject: I owe everyone, and I owe myself a gift
Date: Sat, 15 Nov 2008 07:06:17 +0000

CT’s phone is switched on today, but all that I can tell him is I want to go overseas, but not with him.
Jeff? No, I can’t give up my dream of going back to the UK.
You, I have been hoping the Visa from you to take me back.

From: xxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 15 Nov 2008 03:18:28 +0000

 
Can you still move on?
I am pissed. Take me back.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 14 Nov 2008 14:41:24 +0000

I, a stupid girl thought Mike H likes me. I want to contact him later.
 
But all that I need to do is catching you-go back.
 
Let me know when applications are done. I want the two finely translated certificates…..
 
We abadoned sweet lives, but stayed in hell.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: M
Subject:
Date: Fri, 14 Nov 2008 10:48:07 +0000

The family that let me stay last time was a neighbor in our old place. He is from a far village, and suffered from life before. My parents helped him, and once asked him if my English is ok. His answer is I needn’t special help.
He has been studying a Phd on Chinese, life isn’t treating him well. He gave me a good impression as he is one of the best teachers in my middle school. I thought we had a lot to discuss and talk, especially we lost in touch since I went to Dalian. We don’t know his news, and my mom had their last land line which is already cut. So my mom asked their parents for mobile number. When I got into their rooms, I knew he was playing on me.
You can imagine my feeling. I certainly understand their reaction, and can tell from their only son’s behavior. It is meaningless to change a stranger. I wanted to go on my second day, but didn’t get the right train ticket. So I left one day later and left them 200 yuan.
He certainly knows my teachers. My English teachers all like me and the dean. I’d like to meet with them before I go.
Do you think I should tell them about this experience? This xxxx.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject: **
Date: Thu, 13 Nov 2008 13:42:34 +0000

M
 
I am stimulated that you are coming back tomorrow.
I am sorry that I brought you intensive pressures, we are the bravest couple. I also feel tired, body and face. Today I read a fashion magazine, I saw a sexy top naked white, and which reminded me of you. I reach for those French& Italian stuff.
Husband is fine to look bit old- I will take care of your appearance; I hate that I am two years older.
Miss X is going to ship back.
 
Sarah is very beautiful.
My Breast. Face shadow.
We are cleaning nasty, ok.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Wed, 12 Nov 2008 14:29:29 +0000

M
 
It is strange no one felt the difference after the teeth breaking, except the divorced babe.
 
I need your supervision to change into a super girl.
 
Lalala…..this is our world. Welcome to orient.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject: RTF
Date: Tue, 11 Nov 2008 14:50:16 +0000

my mom can understand complex jokes, tatics, traps but just couldn’t understand ou and me, and often do extreme things to realize her goals. Maybe because our relationship lasts too long, or she isn’t well educated. I found she is smarter, and has much better memory, despite he was a better student.

Remember I told you he never called them dad and mom- have a pic of his characteristic. I read the msgs he sent in 2006 when I was in the hell on earth. I found he is sensible…. I was really touched and sad. The same reason he couldnt stand my situation.

I have to improve and catch up as early as possible. Vocabulary, oral and written, gym. I believe I will be fine. I am optimistic. Are you confident on me?

I want to say, I am lucky that you say yes to take me back, and you are such a nicer person. Love could change a person, and it is up to the object la. hehe

As to dressing, my rule is about details, degree of fashion, my mixed character….

figure-I want to have slim legs, tensed hip. In my 3rd dorm, it was said two elephants. Julie has a mini TV, and now she is a 0.5 aged baby’s mom. Maybe I should reduct our contacts….:( See I am consitious. ei….bt enjoying life is what she keeps repeating.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Mon, 10 Nov 2008 02:39:50 +0000

 worse thing was six girls are all self-centered. Except my classmate who is from a city next to BJ, the rest of them from countryside or poor family. You can imagine that kind of network even though arguments exist among all the rooms. The final year person needn’t sanity check, so she made the room messed, from that day we know we will never think about awards. But our electricity bills often toped. We kicked the TJ girl out. A vigor grass moved in-my classmate.
In year 2, another girl who shares the same name as the best China university moved in.
In year 3, Students in my courses chose specific field. Ever since the start, I am not interested in accounting, and I did badly. I wouldn’t study marketing. So I studied corporate management. We were rearranged dorms. I was happier.
Except Shanghai, all the people took the same higher edu entry exam… The number of candidates is as large as a mid sized EU country. The point system varied on provices, so we have the reasons to look down upon each other. Jiangsu and Zhejiang are special as we are advanced in all the aspects, unlike Canton which is just rich. We are the NO.1 in China social/nature science academics, then ZJ, SH. My score is enough for first class BJ univ, so some capable parents transferred their kids’ citizenship to those places but study in here. I have a junior schoolmate who divorced 3 days after wedding, graduated from the best Law school. The daughter of our city mayor went to the politics institute of NJ.
A girl left school for Germany. She is from JS, but I didn’t see her family is richer than me. She is probably wise, and I was dead. I hate my dentist, she made extra money.
Our happy life is six girls slept till 10 oclock or even later if there were no class in the morning.
Now things have changed dramatically because of internet. I said no one can study overseas without it. True?

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 9 Nov 2008 15:20:03 +0000

wo de xiao dingding

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Thu, 6 Nov 2008 13:36:05 +0000

M’s lips are very cute. I want to bite.
 
Dingding, I am so tired.

Date: Tue, 4 Nov 2008 10:31:52 +0800
From: xxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: M
Subject:

I was wrong.

Every time in emails I asked for you desperately. In phone calls, I couldn’t insist.

You can’t be better to me. I want.

When our body are through, go get it. No problem.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 2 Nov 2008 14:41:44 +0000

M
 
Maybe it is time to go back to the UK. 
 
Miss X

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 2 Nov 2008 04:04:36 +0000

M, is it M?
 
When you are lost, oh, that is you. The man that is fully responsible for me.
But it is not you that can take me back cos I shouldn’t have met you.
But it is me, this Chinese girl that can make you lost.
But I am wet for you.
 
You and me are like twisted bar.
 
I only know, you are not a duck. I want M mine!!

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 1 Nov 2008 13:50:10 +0000

She is accompanying me, and I met her in blamed American teacher’s apartment.
 
She said: back to work — in peace.
 
M. I am in peace.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 1 Nov 2008 06:10:58 +0000

M
 
I list them as, 2-2 (eighth day of the first month of Chinese near year)
                2-6 (12th) prefered
                2-10 (16th)
                2-12 (18th)
 
BTW: Even num shows good sign in the UK?
     Wong played/disrespect/harrass me tho he helped me about twice…..sigh….why did he later talk like a duck.It took me half a week to deal with this duck.
 
Family asmosphere becomes a little better.

I want you to take mi back.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 1 Nov 2008 04:34:55 +0000

I am sure I sent you email because you are a cute boy in my eyes.