From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 31 Oct 2008 04:42:36 +0000

I will get married in February before Valentine’s Day

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Thu, 30 Oct 2008 14:48:31 +0000

M
 
Lily knows everything, and she is a simultaneous interpretor.
 
You are the real one. These days I don’t know what I can do to help myself out.  You laughed at my English.
 
Maybe [lecturer] can’t enter finance core business though she is now a qufalified CIMA hahahaha, but someone in China can. It doesn’t mean where it is, the success is bigger.
 
I feel like working. M, but you did a stupid thing and you met a stupid girl me.
 
I want to go back.
 
Miss X

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Thu, 30 Oct 2008 11:40:20 +0000

I once gave a live concert in our computering room, ahha……
 
I underestimated my mom how much I am important to her, and how much she loves me, and how lovely this woman is.
 
I am unlike my father. When she felt something I did is wrong, she kicked me away…

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject: Dear reproduction
Date: Thu, 30 Oct 2008 11:22:55 +0000

I am going to clean Micky
 
Sarah!!

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:05:57 +0000

Perhaps the last message
 
I must do something to save all of us……
 
right? God is going to give me a job.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Wed, 29 Oct 2008 14:39:13 +0000

Remember last October what we were doing?
 
You found out that everything happened in Nottingham.
 
Then the thngs after I came back.
 
Then everything, many things.
 
Yes, I must think of you, the sex, but head isn’t yours.
 
I want to be with you in there, ok?
 
Goodddddddddddddddd sleep. M.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject: Am I wrong
Date: Wed, 29 Oct 2008 10:07:17 +0000

M
 
Here is a [friend], it seems your guys profiles were sent to my brain.
 
I may ask him to help me, and also others.
 
I didn’t forget that we are matched. firstly we have a bar, and I don’t reject any help. secondly if if I may, have a second chance to know about you deeply.
 
God bless me!
 
Miss X
 
Micky Mouse!!

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: M
Subject:
Date: Wed, 29 Oct 2008 05:33:46 +0000

M
 
When I face Jeff or CT, I just need to work.
 
When I face you, I forced my mind to think about you and me, and the bar. I want this British, to go back to the UK, and start my life.
 
Micky is bad, and let’s think over to fight back.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject: To you
Date: Tue, 28 Oct 2008 13:48:38 +0000

M
 
Because of our miserable past, and to save everyone, I contacted Micky. I want to clean nastiness out of my world.
 
I want you. (Miss X, if you are wise, show us that you have the capability of handling human relationships)
 
Our old house is rent, so it is unwise to sell it. If we buy a flat in Shanghai, it makes us a good life in China. I want to begin a good life in London. I decide to study CII. General insurance certificates are COP (75 hours), CIP (6months x 5), ACII (6months x 10), FCII (+3 years work experience, a dissertation). Do you need similar things? I just found the man on the cover page of GI overview brochure looks like old you. Go have a look. I wish you good sleeping, and think about me after waking up. I won’t blame you for anything else because you have done enough for me.
 
My mom doesn’t believe we have set our future. Reply me that we will see each other soon, ok?
 
I will have exercises, prepare for the wedding, house decoration and etc. Most importantly I will take good care of you from early morning till night.
 
Yesterday I felt life is short, and what my dorm mate said to me, forget those upset me, how many years can we live?
 
My sleep.

Date: Sun, 26 Oct 2008 22:48:45 +0800
From: xxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

All in all, I just try to get us back to normal life.

If there are no lives, how can we make up all, and make love.

If I will be fine, I will have execises, Chinese medicine, and my face cured.

I wanted to kiss your lips.

Date: Sun, 26 Oct 2008 20:59:44 +0800
From: xxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

I want to be with you.

The life without any connections to others should be ended, hao ma…………………

I want to be with you.

Date: Sun, 26 Oct 2008 19:31:26 +0800
From: xxxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

Anyway, Micky is nice. I know he is what kind of man, but anyway he helped me with dissertation when he already returned to HK. So the human relationships need to be handle.

Date: Sun, 26 Oct 2008 19:24:57 +0800
From: xxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

My mom stand to sense more than my father.

But she beat me before I went to schools as I had difficulties in counting numbers….

I promised you that I will look after them well, I think I will.

She has magic sense, and it is inheritated to me.

She made milk tea for me. hehe….

Micky asked me to talk in Msn tonight. and I will see how things getting on.

KIsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Date: Sun, 26 Oct 2008 11:55:01 +0800
From: xxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

M

I probably won’t contact [uni friend] any more. Micky is a nice man, and certainly fancies me.

Before I can get a hand immediately, I want you to have good sleeping.

I want you, M.

Date: Sat, 25 Oct 2008 21:31:25 +0800
From: xxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

M

I want you to buy a big flat in Shanghai. Because they then don’t need to work, and we will have a place in Shanghai.

Remember Micky I mentioned, it’s him. I know if I have a quicker way to live better, I can do it. Then our things will be sorted out thereafter.

Anyway, I just need to deal with the email sent to Davies.

Date: Sat, 25 Oct 2008 12:09:50 +0800
From: xxxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

Grandpa

I called a HK cowboy just now. haha….How I wish I will get a job right now.

Do you want to listen to my coincident stories.

A semester after we met in year2, I asked a girl in BJ 2nd foreign language institute to find a bed in girls’ dorm in BJ university which is close to the TOEFL training school. One of her couremate tried her senior high schoolmate one day,  and Mr. Jeff Gu was with that guy who is his junior high schoolmate when he was on his winter holiday, and he was beside the phone, so he asked if the DLMU girl’s name is ZYY. haha…..

I flied to BJ to see him last July,  that guy envied him that met me, so he refused to give me his mobile number or arranged a guys meeting. When I returned to SH, one night I pressed a mobile button of contact list twice, then I dailed it. haha….sudeenly I heard a duck’s sound on my pillow. haha…..omg. It’s him.

A couple of months later, I met with my friend at home, She was played by that girl from the famous divorced family because her face has sunspot. We should be good friends. In a shopping center, my mobile rang on, and that was her.

Jamie LL’s roomate, another conference producer is Shitty Viian. She once asked me to send her a mail through my personal email address. Unfortunately when she told me thanks Good luck I CC others she is from Yishun avenue.

Mother fucker!!!

Date: Sat, 25 Oct 2008 09:31:14 +0800
From: xxxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

1st, I met Janna on line, and I helped her for the UK Visa. Then her German Chinese boyfriend chased me behind her, I smiled back wen we three met, so he is very touched, and dumped her on her birthday, then she movd down to SH to revenge me. Hlf face deflected.

2nd, His ex’ Malay friend sent to SH, and told me that he can only speak English.

3rd, I met CT who is originally from Malaysia.

4th, Another Singaporean hit on Janna, but interested in me thereafter. His roomate was as well. I met him in an interview. haha….He rejected me and gave me his business card. I pretended I didn’t know him at all, but later I told him all the truth. haha…..

5th, If there wasn’t Linzhe, and so on, I shouldn’t realize you are not gay, and everything happened on me in IQPC.

6th, Nasty men are over 60 percentage in the world.

7th, I talked with [uni friend] on line while with you at the same time. Then I just replied if I need him, I will get back. I feel he is as others, not in need on his mind.

8th, What a long journey to my home.

Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2008 23:08:16 +0800
From: xxxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
Subject: :-~
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com

When we travlled a long long journey to Dalian for the first time nine years ago, I just felt something great would happen.

When I decided to go back in May, I felt something different are going to happen.

When I felt the twist, a phone call came in.

M, no matter I want to choose you.

I know we are matched for a wedding and marriage. 

I love you.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2008 11:04:38 +0800

M
 
This is a ridiculous result.
 
My [my work] man, please send my enemies to jail.
 
See you.
 
I hate a lot more in my life.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: M
Subject:
Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2008 04:56:51 +0100

M
 
He will tell Daniel that I am back to her, and leave her in intension.
 
I want to comlain [lecturer]. I want to see [lecturer]. Who is going to accompany me?
 
M, I am gonna save you.
 
I want you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2008 04:51:29 +0100

M
 
I hate you saying gay.
 
I hate China quake on 12nd May.
 
I hate Lihkong who told my mom that I have no job.
 
I hate Chenmian who told me he can help me.
 
I hate my father who is wholly shit.
 
I wish you good.
 
Finally delete Nigel, he is a baddie.
 
I won’t have babies with her. But can you take me back? I want you.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2008 03:46:28 +0100

M
 
I am so sorry, perhaps god won’t give me a chance to have what I really want till 28 ages old.
 
I am sure if I ask Davies to take me back, he will. Because I want to help myself.
 
If I call you in London, what can we do?
 
Miss X

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC:
Subject:
Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2008 01:53:00 +0100

I critized her, then she revenged me and blamed me before I went to bed.
 
When he quarreled with my mom, he doesn’t talk till my mom talks ahead of himself.
 
What a man!
 
I said, father, maybe the new driver was arranged the worst car in his company. He said I am foxy.
 
M I felt heart attack.
 
Honestly I don’t have a better choice when comparing men I got on hand. Otherwise I should have escaped.
 
I know what our situation is, but I just don’t know how to rescue me.
 
I hesitate you over him, and now Davies jumped out again as I suddenly want to end this life style and family tragedy.
 
I know I have thought about that for times, and I gave it up. It has been two year.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 24 Oct 2008 01:15:54 +0100

M
 
I believe characteristics dominate the fate over half percentage.
 
My cousin is small minded like his mom, so even he is intelligent, he still has no so called successful career in medicine. But always show off his knowledge about human relationship, special economic regions and millionaires he met in a far away place.Send his daughter to greet me in extended family meetings.
 
My father never ever called my mom’s parents dad and mom. He is she on my mind. I tried all that I can say to pursuade her to believe everything isn’t my fault, even my university teacher txted me that she believes I am a responsible sensible good baby. She is slightly better than a farmer. I hate her

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2008 17:13:06 +0100

Aside Mr.Jeff Gu, you asked me, Miss X, What do you want??
 
I want to go back!!

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2008 17:03:35 +0100

M
 
Due to our time, I sometimes want to reach you @[my work] , but I am not sure if you will get in time.
 
My mom is tough and loving me very much. She wants me to stay with her, but I just want to be with you.
 
I am worried if the meaning changed when you check my mails, but I am unable to call you as much as I can.
 
I want to call you grandpa, as we are already grandpa and grandma.
 
I want you to rest well, as I let you do it.
 
I want you, a British to take me to the place that I have never been to, ok?
 
Good nites

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2008 04:52:06 +0100

M
 
I think I just want the UK.
 
Miss X

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Wed, 22 Oct 2008 04:46:25 +0100

M
 
I won’t reject any of your help. And I want to stop this tragdy life.
 
Can you ask a proper company to employ me?
 
Or I need your money to make a trip to see you and make my parents trust you and me, hao ma M??
 
She will hate me if I didn’t try to save my man

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject: M
Date: Tue, 21 Oct 2008 05:13:08 +0100

M
 
I want to go back

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Mon, 20 Oct 2008 14:11:17 +0100

A thousand words melted in this mail
 
We are touched

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Mon, 20 Oct 2008 13:02:05 +0100

M
 
Perhaps you are good, perhaps UK is good for me, but you won’t tell me that cause you love me as a matter of fact.
 
You told me you are British, and you are mine.
 
Yesterday I thought about staying in China again, so I asked you to take good care of yourself, but tears were in my eyes.
 
I do not want to make you suffer, and I realize you are my artificial limb, ok??
 
I will work out the route going back to you tonight.
 

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 19 Oct 2008 14:10:52 +0100

Except the peeper, Ged, and another gay I mentioned before is [lecturer] I think.
 
I went to student concelling services, and the teacher was unhappy.
 
I was so alone. I already became another person when new year started.
 
Can you believe, I sent the leactuer an email to save me who chased me in my mind.
 
p.s. He is nice, and I said thanks when I got the graduation certificate in China.
 
HR mangement.
He tested me, and asked me to tell Bruce. He shew mercy one this poor girl, and touched my hair
 
I talked to [student support officer] about flatmates, but unfortunately she is quite small minded because she saw two or three British students standing outside of the window. She read degrees at home or what……
 
She said, the problems around the building…….
 
Sarah is very fashionable.
 
You take good care of yourself.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 18 Oct 2008 16:10:49 +0100

The nasty peeper when we took photos together was asked to help me many times. He knows the trick, but didn’t tell me a word, even I suffered from SD like that. And a female GP in Nottingham also revenged me strangely. She is probably the most beautiful British woman I have ever seen because she has good skin, good figure as two or three kids’ mom. Her husband is ugly, but should be rich otherwise he can’t bear three baby at one breath.

I attended the summer party, and a guy touched by waist. L

I am sorry if I am sick.

My mom asks me to decide where to go by tomorrow.

I wish I can.

I saw your picture and I am not a good boy.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 18 Oct 2008 10:13:57 +0100

A nice white has a platform. An aggressive one is originally self centered.
 
M
 
Being my artificial limb is hard to be attached. The process is like hell.
 
I am perhaps already spoiled. If you say, this is hell
 
I will collapse.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 18 Oct 2008 02:43:32 +0100

My another sad memory
 
A married HR director from the UK told me he found Shanghai exciting, and the American GM whose surname is Bryce haha. found that. Of course I know white.
But I wanted a job at that time.
 
You can’t imagine how I suffered coming back home suddenly. It seemed sky and earth changed dramatically over night.
 
If I had a job, I would contact you.
 
I told you the way I humiliated my trainer in AIA. haha, men liked to show his ass in front. or telling others I seduced him, tho I was new.
 
Married Chinese old women are crule since I am so shinny.
 
What a life
 
Let me calm down a bit, and have a new new start

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 18 Oct 2008 02:32:34 +0100

M
I know the men from internet.
And I never used condom. So I need a HIV test.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 17 Oct 2008 14:11:37 +0100

  M
I doubted if an ugly girl can be a top student. I suddenly became a dream person.
I was the best girl in my class in senior middle school, and the representative of English. Can’t you believe I almost failed in my first English exam? I spent a whole night to remember 1 to 10.
I never scored less than 125 out of 150 in the next five years.
I told you students in our province needed to pass 10 subjects before university entry exam. I didn’t know that brings along an opportunity to free entry. But I still can’t believe I got it-Yangzhou normal University, Chemistry department which is our teacher’s Alma Mater. I got 5A/9, because 1 is experimental test. If I knew this I should have tried my best. I know a bit about the UK education section. You studied A-level or foundation (properly for international students) for the applied course, right? But we didn’t. Certainly there are always reformations. (We can’t criticize challenges if we just failed) We classified top universities (offering bachelor degrees) into two groups. I wasn’t qualified for the first group, and my second option is the No.2 medicine school in Js. See? My cousin is smarter even he just passed English exam, but got full marks in mathematics. What a tragedy that all medicine schools in 1998 surpassed the first group matriculate score. And I didn’t write the mid option-the second general university in JS, next to Nanjing Unv, South East University because it seems to require graduates to return to Yangzhou and only limited courses were open. But if I had thought twice, what if I studied overseas and stayed overseas?? Haha……
So I had to study year 3 again. I chose Dalian. I hated to study English in BJ. My fate met bad lucks again and again. I didn’t apply transportation management course which is better. I was arranged into a mixed dorm. In China over 6, though it cut down to 4 now, people share a room for undergraduates. 2 for postgraduates. 1 for Phd. As a principal everyone is required to live on campus, having night check, and sanitation inspection/competition which are related to your overall assessment and various awards or honors. Chinese are clever, and don’t have a tradition of respecting others’ privacy. They can abuse me as a quean to any British without a shame at all. Conflicts remain commonly everywhere in China society. Every two of four girls are from the same class, and a rest was in year 4. I was lost. Having teeth beautified is the proud thing I did only. I should study further before starting work, particularly I am female. So a friend from my father’s network helped me as the first step. Ahha……I have a friend in Birmingham University. He told me T600 is enough for UK. I then studied GRE since I already had nothing to do after second half semester of year 3. I chose MA insurance studies which is ideal to me. I studied in CELE, and I was asked to teach my classmates. Ahhaha… He is [friend’s name]. I want to tell you a fascinating story about my fellow Chinese. The girl taking the same flight with me to the UK and the guy received government scholarship from China security commission. He told Mike that Shirley and I had a conflict before he came back. Mike like me mostly because we often had pleasant talks during tutorions. I remembered he was confused about my behavior when we asked another Chinese to take us a photo. I left. Later I sent him a new year card and got his late reply since mail was checked ahead of it.
In second semester, I liked to ask teacher questions. And I asked [lecturer] about insurance on terrorism and natural disasters. He told me they are academic research jobs.
I am sure environment affected me overwhelmingly. So can we say EQ dominate how well we get on in the world?
I was chased everywhere in the UK and Shanghai by men, and hated or envied by women. I just know all original actions men will have to a big beauty, including the dark side. I just knew I could always stay in the UK. Meanwhile I asked you guys to chase me. Don’t be angry. I still have [friends names] in my Msn. I lost my confidence if you guys like me. Because ceiling in my room in Melton hall kept tapping, I moved to Madison Court Raleigh Park. There was a receptionist graduated on BA management 2003 who was upset by me cause I didn’t say please. Then I shouted: Madison with a Chinese boy. Excuse me, I need a bulb. What? One day I still encountered this cow boy somewhere outside of campus. My flat was filled by Chinese, so I moved to a vacant room in the next block. The black MM was awaiting there. An abused Indian, and her British coursemate on IB met in downstairs who is my fan. Shi Dong was dumped by her rich Chinese playboy, but had her luck of being employed by an international electronics company in Birmingham. At that time Mandy Bryce was still hunting jobs with a spouse Visa. I had a CK black shirt bought from York outlet, and I loved to wear it.
I know you have a clear picture of mine on mind. But I still can’t help telling you more details, Not only do I feel much better in this way, but might help me to go to where I am belong to.
AIA, IQPC, Tplife all gave me nightmares. Forgive me that being a complex virgin to you.
We have widely sung high praise of socialism. But I don’t understand the differences with capitalism as I wasn’t an arts student and politics was the reason why I chose chemistry and physics instead.
Please forgive me when I blamed you stay away from rescuing me-the short cut to relieve high pressures. I know it is hard to reach each other’s goal.
I described the way back to the UK is like to force the brain to feel my artificial limb can be part of the body.
You are there for me.
Life should be enjoyable. I know a high quality life is accepted amongst western people. I am sorry to pull us to a boundless bramble. But that’s what true love means.
I know you, and I met you several times in Nottingham. I am not Christian, but I believe in god.
Can we try to change our situations? You take me back.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Thu, 16 Oct 2008 14:46:14 +0100

M
I wish tomorrow is a brand new day.
As you see, I keep studying myself and my thinking route. I am trying my best.
July of last year, I wanted to go back and I thought YOU ARE NOT GAY. I didn’t come to your place. There was a Singaporean in my life.
In May, I ensured myself to go back. China quaked coinciddently.
15^th September, I found the twisted bar between us and by then I pulled myself out of hell but then I turned to a friend!! Later on I was suspicious why I made such a choice. Oh my god, I fell to the hell once again. So I started job hunting one more time, and found lots of similar logics.
I think I am a tough girl. And I do not want you to lose normal bioclock.
So what about me?
Listen to my heart and mind.
Avoid wasting time and life.
Choose a man-Martin
Take me back.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Wed, 15 Oct 2008 15:43:22 +0100

M
 
I want to go back.
 
This email might bring me a new life, and I hope so.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:57:21 +0100

M
 
My choice-going back.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Mon, 13 Oct 2008 17:14:32 +0100

  M
 
I want to go back to you.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: M
Subject:
Date: Mon, 13 Oct 2008 04:09:13 +0100

M
 
He is a staff of a China insurance company agency.
Now he is obviously a lier and stupid cheater.
 
Help me

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 2008 15:27:45 +0100

M
I shall stay where I have been.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 2008 13:06:17 +0100

When I fly back to London, I will call you for a nice catch-up. And they say you are the guy weeping on your desk every day.

From:xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 2008 12:48:25 +0100

M
 
Though my mom doubted if all my contacts with you are welcome, she wants to keep me stay when she saw your picture with your mom.
 
I don’t know why my life is like this. I am suspicious if the offer a guy is going to give me exchanges for what, but I will go for that since I can reach anyone for help immediately.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 2008 04:17:22 +0100

M
 
You take me back or I will earn money and spend a holiday with you in London….

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 11 Oct 2008 14:42:53 +0100

M
 
I don;t feel well today, and I know you are the same.
 
I want to stop make you ill…..
 
Can you send me a full size photo? I miss you.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sat, 11 Oct 2008 09:43:14 +0100

M
 
I can’t ask for money, job, or marriage to go back right now, so I save myself. I nearly got one.
 
If everything goes well, do you wish I will make a trip back to the UK next year?
 
Miss X

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 10 Oct 2008 13:03:24 +0100

Shall we just get married in the UK next year? I am awaiting my xiao M.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: M
Subject:
Date: Fri, 10 Oct 2008 06:20:39 +0100

M
 
I shouldn’t go to [my university] as I have help from others-I heard 2nd class China universities allow to do so.
 
I would go to [my university] if I my EQ was fine and made a real my choice.
 
So upon this logic, I shouldn’t met you.
 
But can you take me back?

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Fri, 10 Oct 2008 06:03:14 +0100

M 
You are authorized to chase me, and you can get me as you are British despite that I will need you or not to take me back to your home country in my lifetime.
 
Best regards
Miss X

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Thu, 9 Oct 2008 16:24:16 +0100

Dear M
 
The fact is there already a cycle cause we know each other so well.
 
Maybe that isn’t you. I want you.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Wed, 8 Oct 2008 08:53:35 +0100

Miss X
 
I want to go back

Date: Tue, 7 Oct 2008 22:18:34 +0800
From: xxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:

Takes Miss X back

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: M
CC: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Tue, 7 Oct 2008 15:07:19 +0100

To the twisted bar,
 
M
 
I want to go back.

From: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: M
Subject:
Date: Mon, 6 Oct 2008 09:16:32 +0100

Miss X
 
I want to go back.

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject:
Date: Sun, 5 Oct 2008 14:13:48 +0100

M
 
It takes a long time to speak out what I want.
 
I want to go back.
 
Just a nice reminder for you, besides three translations, you need prepare a signed letter and certified wedding details.
 
Miss X

From: xxxxxxx @hotmail.com
To: xxxxxx @hotmail.com
Subject: I am back
Date: Sat, 4 Oct 2008 05:12:12 +0100

M

Sex could be yours, but head never is if we want to avoid that terrible power pulling us out of normal mode.

I choose you. But do you agree it is reasonable to take me back before marriage?

Miss X

Date: Thu, 2 Oct 2008 23:11:03 +0800
From: xxxxxx @yahoo.com.cn
To: xxxxxxxx @hotmail.com
CC: M
Subject:

With time going on, I found what makes my life, and your guys’ life terrible!

In the past over one year, I tried a lot and tried too much to change my situation. But the history knocked me down again and again.

I am happy that everything is working out.

I have nothing to do with you —- To know you is totally a mistake—>I can never get you no matter how strong my desire is=I have nothing to do with you

Based on such a logic. I lost myself. No one can rescue me.

It is another sensitive period of time so far. The worldwide financial crisis.

I am thinking of you, and my life.

Kiss

*I am a little tired, and I miss my bed…………………………….